just a short post before i goes to bed.
went to katong ktv with valerie, weichyi, peiling, wenhui, shihui yesterday.
the song menu's touch-screen, pretty cool.

after singing session, we went to a shop to have ice.
it's nice, man! :)
headed to PP with shihui after that for a walk.
had subway, talked, and went home.

the hmt clique camwhored hah!
if only jolene & jasmine were there..
shall post the photos up after i get them from weichyi. ;)

and i'm really drained from work.
oh well, another boring day tomorrow having to wake up at 5am..
bye.

today's not my day.
getting so many cuts on my fingers within a day, sigh.
i hate to use plasters but no choice as some deeper wounds just cannot stop bleeding. :(
i think my hands would be full with cuts, though they already are, by end of december.
it's like, your hands get numb and you wouldn't know your fingers are bleeding till you see the blood.

managed to get the leader to let us go off at 3pm.
went to kampong chaichee CC to sing KTV with sebastian, qijia, savio, jenny & cherlync.
quite fun, but my throat have not totally recovered. ._.
should be joining them for basketball on sunday and partyworld KTV with hmt clique after that.

oh ya, i had several dreams last night.
most of them were bad dreams except for one.
i dreamt that i was in a canteen with a few friends.
then i heard someone shouting my name, "TEY LEE YING TEY LEE YING!"
such familiar voice, i could never forget it.

it was jolene flashing her wide smile at me at the door
she ran to my table and sat infront of me, still smiling..
BOOM!
i woke up. ._.

hope i can go sing K with baby someday.
another working day tomorrow, sigh.
bye, goodnight.

been going out every single day since the end of O's.
and recently, i'm occupied with a job.
it's at a factory place in changi area, and i'm working with jenny & cherlync.
every monday to friday and alternative saturdays from 7am to 3pm.
yeah, it's bery bery early and i have to wake up at 5am, earlier than schooldays. ._.
think i won't be able to hang out with friends much these few weeks, as i would be busy working! :(

has caught many many movies before i start working.

• paranormal activity
• 2012
• blue mansion
• a christmas carol
• merantau warrior
• a love story ( not recommended! )

anyway, would definitely find some time to go K with shuting, carolyn, and hmt clique! :)
and meeting baby almost every day, oh yay. :D

O's over O's over O's over O's over O's over O's over O's over O's over O's over
O's over O's over O's over O's over O's over O's over O's over O's over O's over

yay yay! it's finally the end of THIS STUPID EXAM.
i was so happy that i kept repeating "ba, my exam over" to my dad last night.
and duh, he ignored me LOL.
and then, this morning, my dad was having breakfast before he heads off to work.
instead of normal greeting or so, i said "ba, my exam over". HAHAHA.

i was like really really grateful this exam is over, really..
nobody knows how stressed i felt during this exam period, esp. during maths papers.
having nervous breakdowns and my mind went blank during the papers,
breaking down almost every night, scaring everyone in my family.
my father was so worried about me that he came to me every single night.
my parents are never concerned about my results.

when friends say things like, "aiya, you so clever don't need study also A, A, A"
i really felt like giving up on myself totally.
just to prove that, I'M NOT AS CLEVER AS YOU THINK.

anyway, it's over over over~ :D

it's my last paper today.

only 40 MCQs and it's officially the end of O's! :)
other classes were already celebrating yesterday..
and e1 still have another paper to go tomorrow, haha.
i really have nooooooooooooo mood to study for my biology paper 1.
i hope i can get at least 3 distinctions,
but i'm not even trying my best zZZzZzz...

it's not over yet, but it seems like it's over.
and i'm acting like it's over.
get it, ha.

been watching Vampire Daries these few days.
how i wish every vampire is as charming as Stefan, Danmon and Edward.
would be totally glad to let them feed on my blood, heh!
and the girl, Elena ( idk her real name ) is gorgeous!
i love to look at beautiful girls.  :D

basically i'm in total 'SLACKEN' mood since the biology paper 2 ends.
slacken makes me think of suspensory ligament in our eyes.
biology, forget it.
went to bugis library with saeyeoh to "study" yesterday, but wasn't very productive.
we actually went to the new shopping mall and walked around.
the rooftop's pretty nice, and there were a few couples pak tuo there. oops.  :X
but, nothing much.

and i saw this guy.
DAMN ENVIOUS OF HIM, CAN.
cos he's wearing STAGE cap, STAGE tee, and even holding a STAGE paper bag.
what the hell.  ._.
i wish he could give me that STAGE bag, lol.

i think the holiday isn't enough for me to complete all the things i have planned.
and shihui just told me that renghong, saeyeyoh, herself and i are planning to go to Genting.
i have totally no idea of it already, i think that was discussed long ago.
i have like 9876564321 things to do after all the papers are over.


and to do fulfil all those plans..
i have to earn lots and lots of moneh!!!



anyone got high-salary jobs to intro meeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeee?!  :D

there's two choices in life.
one is to start grumbling how little time you have to complete a task.
another is to start working on it now.

humans tend to push the blame on others, everyone seems to be at fault except ourselves.
when we can't score well in tests, we claim that the tests were too difficult.
when we can't be on time to school, we claim that the bus drivers were taking their own sweet time.
when we lost a game, we claim that the other team didn't play according to the rules.
when we couldn't concentrate on our revisions, we claimed that there were too many distractions.

and we never ever realise something.
the problem may lies in yourself.

if we do not have the responsibility in minor things like being punctual for dates or doing self-revision,
how would we be able to succeed in life?
or do you just wish to spend your life without any aims,
eat. sleep, play till the day you lies in the coffin?


okay, i shall start on my biology revision NOW!
though i have been telling myself that since hours ago..

5 more papers and the big Os will be over.
yeah, the dreadful examination that crushed me into halves, lols!
i'm going to:

• catch Jennifer's body
• go shopping with xueyi & saeyeoh
• clear up the mess on my table
• go to Daiso
• visit grandma
• straighten & dye my hair

and that's the plan for the 5 days after the last paper.
can't wait, man.
i'm going crazyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyy!



p/s: norman just talked to me on Facebook, and he's super randommmmmmm! :)

i hate to be not able to cope with all this.
i hate to feel left out by friends.
i hate to be so sensitive over people's comments.
i hate to think how it feels like to do foolish things.
i hate to see myself break down and cry.
i hate to hate others.
i hate to hate myself.

17 more days, i hope i can hold on till then.
back soon.

 
Me plus you, I'ma tell you one time
Me plus you, I'ma tell you one time
Me plus you, I'ma tell you one time
One time, one time

When I met you girl my heart went knock knock
Now them butterflies in my stomach won't stop stop
And even though it's a struggle love is all we got
And we gon' keep keep climbing to the mountain top

Your world is my world
And my fight is your fight
My breath is your breath
And your heart

And girl you're my one love, my one heart
My one life for sure
Let me tell you one time
(Girl, I love, girl I love you)
I'ma tell you one time
(Girl, I love, girl I love you)

And I'ma be your one guy
You'll be my #1 girl
Always making time for you
I'ma tell you one time
(Girl, I love, girl I love you)
I'ma tell you one time
(Girl, I love, girl I love you)

You look so deep, you know that it humbles me
You're by my side, them troubles them not trouble me
Many have called but the chosen is you
Whatever you want shawty I'll give it to you

Your world is my world
And my fight is your fight
My breath is your breath
And your heart

And girl you're my one love, my one heart
My one life for sure
Let me tell you one time
(Girl, I love, girl I love you)
I'ma tell you one time
(Girl, I love, girl I love you)

And I'ma be your one guy
You'll be my #1 girl
Always making time for you
I'ma tell you one time
(Girl, I love, girl I love you)
I'ma tell you one time
(Girl, I love, girl I love you)

Shawty right there
She's got everything I need
And I'ma tell her one time
Give you everything you need down to my last dime

She makes me happy
I know where I'll be
Right by your side
'Cause she is the one

And girl you're my one love, my one heart
My one life for sure
Let me tell you one time
(Girl, I love, girl I love you)
I'ma tell you one time
(Girl, I love, girl I love you)

And I'ma be your one guy
You'll be my #1 girl
Always making time for you
I'ma tell you one time
(Girl, I love, girl I love you)
I'ma tell you one time
(Girl, I love, girl I love you)

Me plus you, I'ma tell you one time
Me plus you, I'ma tell you one time
Me plus you, I'ma tell you one time
One time, one time

the efforts which i have put in for the prelims did pay off.
except for English & HCL which i got B4 for, i got three A1s and two A2s.
and i got second for class position, wasn't what i expected.
was disappointed with a-maths, just one more mark to A1!!  :( :(
hope i can cut down on my careless mistakes.

i have thought it through these few days.
so what if people say it's super no-life to study everyday, or even say i'm so kiasu / nerdy behind my back.
what matters most is that i know i have tried my best regardless of the outcomes.
i'm not even aiming for JCs or some nearly-impossible scores, i just do not want to let myself down.
it's okay even if the whole world don't understand me, because sometimes i don't understand myself either.

has been doing nothing much this long weekend, boring.
relax a little before the release of prelim results this coming week.  >_<
ya, and i still have the mood to RELAX when 'o' levels is just less than a month away haha.
but i think i'll collapse if i continues to study and study and study like some mad cow.
i swear i'll be back on track after today.  :)

i'm so dumb.
last evening, i walked all the way to bedok interchange to return my overdued library books to know that the library's closed for the public holiday.  ._.
ohya, saw weixiang on my way there.
to be exact, she saw me, and called me for like 5 times before i hear her.
was in a daze..  ._.

watched xiaogui's MV just now.
love the scene where he's playing the guitar with the band, kaka.
can't help but to pay attention to the drum playing when he sings “就让我伪装， 我嘴角不屑....", so niceeeeee!
lastly, love the guitar necklace he's wearing in the MV!!!  :D :D

byebye, back to my own world.  :)

officially end of prelims.
caught "The Ugly Truth" with kanghui and jenny after the papers.
it contains alot of sexual humour, no wonder it's NC16.  ._.
saw bryan goh in the cinema, sucha coincidence.

personally, i think that 'The Proposal" is more funny, and a little touching too.
giving up your career for your loved one, oh-so-sweet.
"hands off my ass" & "i saw his balls", LOL!
can never forget these two lines spoken by the female lead actress in the movie, hah.

can't wait for 'O' levels to be over, got to get a job asap.
i want to be able to take care of myself, and lessen my parents' burden.
i have to be more sensible.
ya, work study work work.
no life right, but it's my life not yours.

got to go, bye.

yo, i'm back!  :)
it's the last paper tomorrow, and i'm feeling so slack already.

i feeling like running away, to a faraway place, where i'm all alone.
sometimes it's better to be alone.
you can do what you want to do, say what you want to say.

in life, not everything in this world goes your way.
sometimes you have to let go, no matter how painful it is.
i really have to stop feeling as if everything is trying to bring me down.
move on, ly.

Don is so hardworking. he is a long time worker.
but leeying is much more hardworking, rare species.
studying every day, not like don who only uses the com and play dota. which sucks!
however don studies through playing dota, because he rocks! =D
and tey lee ying is a long fringe puppy. :P
Long live don the king. muahaha.
leeying rocks his socks, man! byebye!
crazy don. and tey lee ying.
all in all, leeying is the champion, lol!

random title, i don't know what to write there.
drowned in water, in love, in a particular song, or basically anything under the sun.
oh ya, i'm drowning into the tons of notes i'm supposed to read through during this one week holiday.
holiday? it's so FUNNY, ha ha!

i think the school is trying to kill us by putting biology paper 2 and a-maths paper on the same day.
all about memorising for former and endless practices for the latter.
you must be thinking why am i complaining when i can spend the time studying?
because every single day's having exams, have lunch, go home, study, sleep, wake up, exams, study, eat, study, study, study, study, study, study.
i'm so sick of staring at books and stuffing facts into my brain!  :(
but.. no choice. LOL!
4x more days to 'o' levels, the faster the better.

byebye, i'm going to watch "exchange love“
mike is so sweet, "手帕那么娘的东西我没有， 但是我有手， 可以借你。”
awww, melts you inside out uh, hahaha!  :D




p/s: did anyone take video of our teachers' day's performance? show me!  :)